wisdom of wisdom fools

If I say the god I believe in doesn’t carry a brief case

And the devil is in need of a shave

If I dare to ask the question 

Will you stop me and tell me to behave

If I question every answer

If I fold beneath the sheets

If my soul is eaten with cancer

Will you still believe 

I take up arms so defensive

I take up position so wide

I act not to be offensive

I act until I die

My god needs no worship

No slavery in sight

No servants at the door

No widows plight 

I take up arrows of good fortune

And plunder what is left

Of your sanctions comes my thunder

Of you love I am bereft

Stolen from me before birth 

I reach out and yearn

Taken from what I’m worth

But in you I never learn 

Take up arms of good sorrow

Spears turn into earthly tools

In your yoke I will borrow

The wisdom of wisdom fools

I look now for life’s long lesson

And find it lacking in plain view

I beg forgiveness for my transgression

I wish your judgement were not true

I wish now for an answer

A way to make it all worthwhile

Take god away this cancer

 And put back my childish smile

Finding meaning without reason

Finding reason where meaning once stood

No changing within the season 

No words that come out good

I ask now for the guidance

To find a way through it all

I ask now not for your silence

I ask now not to let us fall

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Welcome to the Sleepwalking into dystopia Podcast by Sleepless Dystopian home of behavioural marketing specialist and writer Sam I Am. Where we attempt to make sense of the world through prose, satire, art, mentalism, opinion, and debate pulling apart the choice architectures of coercive manipulation and control. Within this podcast sometimes I just get creative, read prose I have written. Sometimes I will be getting all political on you, and trying to pull apart the framing and manipulations of the media, big business and politicians. Join and follow on my Facebook page today facebook.com/sleeplessdystopian ( https://www.facebook.com/sleeplessdystopian/ ) I also write psychological dystopian, cyberpunk and abstract prose, as get quite political here sleeplessdystopian.com ( http://sleeplessdystopian.com/ ) I also run a Substack about insomnia, finding a way to live with it and protect yourself from the predatory nature of the insomnia self-help and "cures" snake oils salespeople, while also exploring the nuggets within. Visit my Substack on insomnia and the self help industry. insomniachat.com ( http://insomniachat.com ) In the meantime if you need support or someone to chat to at least you can go to the insomnia chat Facebook group now and join, it is free and at time of writing it had over 2k members, people post in the private group all the time, and we have some chat rooms set up, just click here www.facebook.com/groups/insomniasupport ( https://www.facebook.com/groups/insomniasupport ) it's free and I we won't try to sell you anything. At least the insomniacs won't be sleepwalking into dystopia...